I woke up this morning with the beginnings of hope budding in my heart. I felt lighter, and though still anxious about the morning push of getting boys to school, I felt markedly different from yesterday.
I felt better rested, for one thing! But I also felt more myself. Closer to whatever it is that makes me, me.
I realized I need to write. I need to write about my emotions to fully process them, whether I write publicly or privately. When I don't write, I feel like I'm only half-living. And not just emotions. For me to understand an event, I have to frame it with words somehow.
So I'm going to write more. I know I've said this before, and haven't followed through. I know I might not even follow through this time! (haha) But just writing this down is beyond comforting, and feels like home.
3 comments:
So true.
AND, you need to call your sister. Did you notice how that also coincided with feeling a little more normal? :D
(It's a given that I get the boost I need TOO when you call me!)
Amen to what Abby said. ;)
I feel similar about writing (but I don't think it mean QUITE the same thing to me as it does to you). Anyway, I understand.
And I'm excited you'll write more, because I always love reading what you've written. Always!
I feel you my soul sister.
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